My Special Guy

Love, love, love, love.....

That's what most people in the world wants.
It doesn't matter for what reasons.
Everybody feels it.

Love of a child.
Love of a spouse.
Love of a mother.
Love that brings happiness.

But what is love?
I can't tell you because I'm not sure either.
But one thing I do know.
I have felt love.

I'm not talking about love for my parents.
I love them very much.
No doubt about that.

I'm not talking about my love for cats.
They cheer me up and make me smile.
I'll never push them away.

I'm referring to my feelings for a very special guy.
I can be pretty sure that no one sees him the way I see and appreciate him.
He has help me so much for the past few years.
And the more I get to know him, the more I adore him.

Cheeze!!!

He looks hard on the outside but he is actually soft in the inside.
He has a bad hot tempered but I don't care, that's just him. I like hot tempered guys.
He can be very cold hearted but people don't know that all you need to do is be honest with him.
Despite his weaknesses I've seen and experienced, I still want him in my life.
To me, he is someone that can't be replace that easily.
And I REALLY mean it.

Dear Alif Fidzrul,
I don't want you to change, just be yourself.
Do what you think is right, not what others think is right or wrong.
I want you to make the right choices and not regret the choice you make.
I want you to believe in yourself as I believe in you.
Just remember this.
I'll always be here for you no matter what happens.
XOXO