Literally from Me: My Graduation Day-75% Happiness and 25% Disappointment

Everyone has that special days. You know, wedding, graduation and even birthday are considered special to some people. As for me, I just had my first graduation day. I was so excited. I couldn't stop smiling. I'm sure for anyone, they would really like to celebrate it with the most important people in their life. For me, other than my family, my boyfriend and my best friend are the 2 people I want to celebrate with.

But....sadly, both of them cancel at the last minute. It's very sad for me because I really wanted them to come. At least take pictures with me or something. I've never feel so disappointed in my life.

Yes. I should be happy. It is my graduation day...but I cried on that special day. I was heart broken by 2 people. The 2 people that were always there for me. I keep a positive mind but I am still crushed inside. I hope they would make me happy again because, they hurt me. People who purposely hurt didn't hurt me that bad.

No use crying over spilled milk. Just take a lesson from all this. That's how I lift myself. I will always remember my principle:

Learn from the past

Ready for the present

Prepare for the future

So, to change the mood, I'll share some of my graduation photos now. Enjoy~

Door way to the hall of "FAME".

I love my Baju Kebaya.

With my dad. He bought me the teddy bear.

And my mum bought me the flowers.

It's been awhile since I got a present so I was still very excited even after the disappointment.

Video of the Day: Rocketeer or Shed a Tear

Shed a Tear by Nigahiga, Chestersee and Kevjumba is a parody from Rocketeer by Far East Movement. What I love about this is that it made my day better because I LOL when I watch the video. Thumbs up to Ryan, Kevin and Chester.

Here is Rocketeer by Far East Movement:

And here is Shed a Tear by Ryan, Kevin and Chester:

Video of the Day: "Agents of Secret Stuff" a.k.a "A.S.S"

Last week, I had to go through a week of examination and it was pretty tough because I had no gap between papers. After my Accounting paper, I was really down. I will be lucky if I pass the paper. I dislike Accounting subjects because I can't understand the concept completely. So that night, I was trying to find some stuff to ease my mood. It was 24th November 2010. Ryan Higa upload this short movie video called "Agents of Secret Stuff". I've liked Ryan's video since I found the "Dear Ryan: Makeup Guru" video.

So I watched his short movie but had some trouble because Internet here was kinda of sucks. But it was worth the waiting. I LOVE his short movie. It really made my day. I was laughing so hard and felt better instantly. I really thank Ryan for the short movie video. It really made my day.

For anyone, who had a bad day or in a bad mood, guys go watch it.

To watch the short movie video, click here:
"Agents of Secret Stuff"

This is Ryan.

This is the short movie poster. Click it to watch the movie.

Advice of the Day: Wise words from my best friend..

One day, I was treated really bad from some girls in my class. I was very upset because it was all a misunderstanding because they were not honest with me. I was sad. I cried. I told my best friend about it. His name is Azmie and this is what he said to me:

Friends are not important..because when you're going through the ups and downs of life, it is not your friends that are helping you but it is actually you yourself.

If you don't care about me, I don't mind..what's important is that I rather see you become successful..having you as a friend is enough for me.

What matters now is that you get what you want..when you're successful, you'll remember the hardship that you had gone through.

That hardship will become your greatest memories..because success without hardship is nothing.

You will smile when you have succeed..and at that time, I will congratulate you because you have gone through difficult times with worthless friends and still made it..

You have proof to them that you can succeed even when they had treat you like shit. So take hardship as a motivation to strive..because you can do it..and you will be successful.

It is not easy to succeed and it is not hard to fail. Remember that.

I cried again but not because I was sad, but because I was so happy that I had a great friend like him.
Thank you Azmie.
For the motivation and support you have gave me.

Literally from Me: Perfection cannot exist..

What is perfection?
Wikipedia says perfection is broadly, a state of completeness AND flawlessness.
That sounds fishy if you ask me.

I was listening to lectures in my classes and noticed that the lecturers keep talking about being perfect.

"Nobody is perfect"

Well, that's true.
But....then I thought, what makes a perfect person if he/she exist?
I've got some opinions from friends and lecturers:

"Perfect is pretty like models."
"Perfect in both mentally and physically: positive attitude and nice face."
"Perfect is sexy. Smart is hard."
"Perfect depends on a person's view of the meaning perfect."

So far, I get it that no one can be perfect but what if this "perfect" person exists?
Everyone must agree that he/she is perfect.
That's he/she is handsome/pretty.
But that's difficult because people have different view of opinions and perceptions.


My conclusion:

A perfect person is everything.
(fat, skinny, smart, stupid, pretty, ugly, caring, selfish etc you get the idea)


Why do I say this?
Think about it.
If you're everything, no one will complain that you are not perfect.
And this can be achieve in one way:

SHAPE SHIFTING

Literally from Me: Choices...

It's been a while since my last update. Reason?

CHOICES

Yup. For the past few weeks, I had to make choices that needed extreme consideration and full understanding of the situation.
It took me a while to get things through and make a choice.
But....sadly, I'm still dealing with choices.

OPINIONS
Great to hear if the people you're talking to you know you and understand what you're going through.
However, some people just give their opinions based on what they would do not really of what is the best choice.

EXPERIENCES
Good to hear because you get the early picture of what is to come and can be prepare for it.
But...if you hear a bad experience before the the good experience, you tend to have bad perceptions about it already.

Currently, I'm still trying to make a choice.
If only I could take both choices, that would solve my problems.

Two similar roads but only one can be chosen.