What's wrong with me? O.o

Lately, I've been angry for no reason, pissed off for no reason and moody for no reason. What the hell is wrong with me??!!! I don't know for sure but I think it's because of the headache I've had for the past few days. It's not getting any better so don't ask me to take my medicine. I already did.

That's one issue. Another is that I feel the urge to look at shirtless guys. I don't know what's wrong with me. Luckily, I have some photos to look at.
Check it out:

2am Korean

Jo Kwon (same age as me)

Seulong (the tallest LOL)

Jin Woon (The youngest)

Chang Min (my favorite)

Because I like Chang Min more than the other members of the 2am. I have extra photos of him.
Enjoy~

Photo for jeans. (forgot what brand)

Men's Health magazine. He was chosen for the front page.

Lastly, inside Men's Health magazine. My personal favorite.

P.S: You can get this photos just by Google.

Literally from Me: To Mum and Dad, I love you..

Mom and Dad. I love you.

Mother's day have just passed. The good thing about Mother's day is that it let's every children in the world to appreciate their mother. Same goes to Father's day too. I appreciate my parents for what they have done for me all these time. I know I've done so many mistakes that troubled them, displeased them and even hurt them. I've used their money for my personal needs and wants. I've done things that betrayed their trusts.


To mum and dad, you are everything to me. Without you, I wouldn't have gone this far. That's for sure. I am not making any promises to you. No use for words, I'm just gonna show it.
Just wait
:)

Mum
Dad
I love you

My List of Things To Do (For Now)

Things To Do (List 1)

1. Redecorate my room.
2. Meet some people that I haven't meet up for a while.
3. Go out and have lunch with Ikhwan and Hidayat.
4. Go visit Ili with Azmie.
5. Cook something for Farid when he comes to visit.
6. Meet up with a chef :>
7. Learn to make 3rasa cookies with auntie behind my house.
8. Plan a vacation for my family.
   

Well, that's all I have so far. Is this mission impossible? Nope! Not for me...it's a challenge!

I am a hunter. Determine to take up the challenge. MEOW!!

I don't believe it O.o

I can't believe that I've spent 3 years in UiTM Jengka. My uncle and cousins didn't think I could do it too. Time really flies.

Now for the sad part.

When I was in the car, I looked at my campus and said "Bye! I'm gonna miss you, Jengka."
At first, I meant it as a joke but I felt sad suddenly.
I guess, I will miss Jengka.

The place that thought me a lot of things.
The place where I met great people.
The place where I learn a lot of different things.
The place where I did what I thought I could never have done.

But....
The place where I don't really feel satisfied with the food.
The place where the "Pak Guard" treat us like little kids.
The place where there are too much procedures and policies.

All and all, it's okay.
I manage to survive and cope with the environment, policies and procedures.
BUT...I still don't like the food that much. URGH!

Sweet Cafe in Jengka. The food? So-so.

Memories of UiTM Pahang. I will cherish it forever.

I don't know why I'm so emotionally disturb all of a sudden.
I guess I never thought that I'll miss Jengka.
Oh well. I can go there anytime I want so no big deal. Hehe..

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What Have I Done?!!!

Today

I meet up with him
To "teach" him
To "guide" him
In a sinful way

Suddenly
I felt something
Is it guilt or just a normal feeling?
Nope, it's nothing
Yes, I feel nothing.

I did you wrong
I twist my words
You believed me
I'm happy
Smile, no, it was a grin
What's wrong with me?

What have I done?
I abuse your trust
Your faith, your love
All I can say is....
I'm sorry

The devil caught me and I couldn't deny him
I will change for you
I'll repent to you
I'M SORRY


This is just a poem. I wrote this based on my friend's heart broken relationship story with her boyfriend. Sad? I know. Just hope things will be better for them.
Anyways, do comment about the poem. Really appreciate it.
Thank you.